And so it continues…

So I am still feeling completely indifferent and ambivalent, nothing is phasing me, upsetting me nor exciting me I am merely existing from day to day. I spoke of this at interpersonal skills yesterday and some of the conclusions were that I might be going into shut down mode after an extremely hectic year and … More And so it continues…

A Dullness…

For the last few days I have felt completely indifferent, emotionless, ambivalent and it is a very weird feeling. I just feel empty, I’m not sad or happy, I’m not anything except I do feel rather ashamed of myself for feeling like this. I don’t know if it is a defence mechanism against this stressful … More A Dullness…

Play time

I don’t want to adult today. I want to have no responsibility or commitments. I want to pretty much do as I please and laugh about it. I want my inner child to come out to play, I want to run around in the sunshine, laugh and joke and spend hours in the pool doing … More Play time